Dont worry, your not gunna scare me

i was probably guna try it either way. Im just looking for some feedback and helpfull hints. I just want it bigger im not sure if i want to sas it yet or not but that would be after its paid off (not for 5 years

) so im looking fo something semipractical/cost effective. I will probably end up mixing and matching quite afew lift kits by the end. But ill be sure to take lots of pictures.
And dont feel bad RED i had a shock mount welded way worse back when i was in HS and it held up too. And most of it is the welder too my old lincoln 90A worked on exhaust and thats about it. I just picked up a handler 187 and it is 100000x better.